The past months were the toughest times for us seniors, especially me. At this moment, it feels like a great movie that just ended, a tv series that just ended. Do you know that feeling when you are just too engrossed with the characters in a story? When you just feel like you have been so attached with them, that you don't want the story to end? That's what I'm feeling right now. I guess this is what they call separation anxiety.
Four years. I spent four long years with my new found family, my mass com family. For the past years, we all have gone through quite a lot - as in a lot. We laughed together, cried together, fight with one another, and learned together. We learned how to appreciate little things, together. We did crazy things together - like going to class without taking a bath, or taking a nap just everywhere in the building. We got each other's backs. But, it's just so sad that it just had to end.
Four years. I spent four long years with my new found family, my mass com family. For the past years, we all have gone through quite a lot - as in a lot. We laughed together, cried together, fight with one another, and learned together. We learned how to appreciate little things, together. We did crazy things together - like going to class without taking a bath, or taking a nap just everywhere in the building. We got each other's backs. But, it's just so sad that it just had to end.
Graduation closed that chapter of our lives where we had to do things which we don't really like doing; like waking up early in the morning for a class,or studying for long exams. But I guess those were the things I'm missing right now - I just want to do those things again.
Anyway, here are the things that happened during my last few weeks in college.
Okay, so I just wanna say that I failed to finish my term for the Weekly Sillimanian this school year. I submitted my resignation letter to our EIC just a few weeks before the publication is over. Everything was just too frustrating in the office, and I just needed to runaway.
And yes, I would admit that one of the reasons why I chose to resign from the school paper is because of my film appreciation class. It was a tough decision to make, but I guess it was all worth it.
My classmates and I went crazy to beat the deadline for our films. I was too desperate to finish my film, so I ended up using my connections *uhuh*. I chose Alyza to be my ghost (because I was really desperate) and pulled out some of my friends to be part of the film.
February 14, 2015 was the best Valentines day so far. I got to enjoy the day with my friends, playing random games. And guess what? I third wheeled with my parents' date, but I got to finally see the car my dad bought for me (I named him Chase by the way).
So we've got this unexpected trip to Apo Island for our EJ class and we went snorkeling!
And finally, I've seen Jeron Teng, Thomas Torres and the entire Green Archers play live here in Dumaguete! Such a dream come true. They were really gorgeous beings and and I've found another hottie - Matt Salem!
When film festival ended, I had this another dilemma with my EJ paper. So we had to make this environmental campaign for less than a week - yes, less than a week. We needed to shift from one topic to another and some of my groupmates were out of this world. Okay, it was a tough week though. That paper work got in to my nerves. But I honestly I didn't expect the positive comment we got from our professor. She told us that if there's a competition, she'd definitely submit our campaign proposal.
While we are finally counting our days in college, we decided to spend most of the time together, as in together. We always go out by groups and reminisce all those memories we had together.
And there came the graduation day. If it were a movie, I guess we were already on the part when the film's OST is finally playing and credits are slowly rolling up. That was the feeling when I started marching my way to my seat during graduation. It was a bitter-sweet moment for me and for everyone. It's just so sad to think that things will no longer be the same, again.
After that heartfelt day, we got the chance to reunite once again at Maam Pal's place. It was a whole new experience for us because we were definitely reckless. Yes, no more fear of failing in her class, so we gotta say what we just have to say. She's got a nice cozy house by the way. And and, just before my closest classmate leaves Dumaguete, we went chicken partying at this chill resto near St. Pauls. I wanna go back there and have some chicken and beer *Cheon Song Yi*
Anyway, anyway, since I hate goodbyes, I'd rather want to look forward for that 'see you soon'. I just can't wait for that soon though. I hope that those memories we had together will last a lifetime. Those were great memories to cherish and to learn from. If this chapter of my life was a film, I'd say it definitely has a happy ending - and a definitely a sequel.
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